In a blur...

I feel like I am living in a blur. All the things that interested me so far seem to be uninteresting nowadays. I guess i must be at crisis but that crisis lasts for years now already. And i don't know what is missing in my life and why i feel so restless. Sometimes i think i've done it all and hope to 'the light' goes out. Fed up with everything and all.. but we must go on. For what? We don't know... guess for ourselves?